My DH is laid up with a back problem (just muscular, but painful), so I did our usual Sunday ride out to our old town in the country to get mail from our post office box (which is finally expiring at the end of the month). The PO is NW from where I live now, and predominantly uphill on the way there. Naturally, there was a NW wind today. And it was hot. The ride over just about killed me. I felt slow as mud, cranky, and was scared I would never make it. I'm used to having him to draft off of on the straight-aways, and with the wind, even those were hard slogs. I thought of Susan doing her 1000K brevet and felt like a real wimp and a loser. I got passed by lots of racer boys in full team kit and just wanted to climb under a rock and take a nap. 
I like riding solo on easier, shorter rides. It's a good time to think. But on a difficult, longer ride, it's TOO much time to think, and too easy to get negative when conditions are less than optimum.
When I called DH from the PO, he was checking the wind data on the computer. 15 mph (w/gusts higher) from the NW. Not terribly high but enough to have an impact. He promised me the ride home would be MUCH better and much faster, and he was right. I flew home, thanks to the wind and more downhills. Just knowing I was moving closer and closer to home and was actually going to make it also helped my mental attitude. This ride definitely ended on a good note!
46 miles - my longest solo ride ever.
Emily
2011 Jamis Dakar XC "Toto" - Selle Italia Ldy Gel Flow
2007 Trek Pilot 5.0 WSD "Gloria" - Selle Italia Diva Gel Flow
2004 Bike Friday Petite Pocket Crusoe - Selle Italia Diva Gel Flow