I understanf where you're coming from. I bought a custom bike early last year that didn't fit nearly as well as I expected. I spent the better part of the spring and summer trying to make it comfortable. I tried so many things without success. It had gotten SO complicated. I started to feel really down on cycling. I finally hung the bike up, and went back to my old bike. I'm starting to make up lost ground, mentally and physically. I'm trying really hard to keep it fun.
Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
--Mary Anne Radmacher