Has this happened often, or just two years ago and then again recently?
If it doesn't happen often, it could be emotions from something unrelated that bubble up at the wrong time. I've had that happen to me -- something minor makes me burst into tears, and the real cause was something unrelated that happened in the recent past and took a while to surface.
- Gray 2010 carbon WSD road bike, Rivet Independence saddle
- Red hardtail 26" aluminum mountain bike, Bontrager Evoke WSD saddle
- Royal blue 2018 aluminum gravel bike, Rivet Pearl saddle
Gone but not forgotten:
- Silver 2003 aluminum road bike
- Two awesome worn out Juliana saddles