I understanf where you're coming from. I bought a custom bike early last year that didn't fit nearly as well as I expected. I spent the better part of the spring and summer trying to make it comfortable. I tried so many things without success. It had gotten SO complicated. I started to feel really down on cycling. I finally hung the bike up, and went back to my old bike. I'm starting to make up lost ground, mentally and physically. I'm trying really hard to keep it fun.