Iggy -
Most of us have taken falls on clipless pedals at one point or another. I know some really fast riders who refuse to use them. You *should* do what you want to do. If you want to ride outside, great. jocelynlf has a good point about pedals - why not put flat pedals on the bike, and use those until you're more comfortable. There's a lot more going on outside than there is in the gym, and it takes some getting used to. Maybe even take the bike somewhere else (flat) and try away from neighbors/DH (I don't do well with an audience generally). Good luck - you will get there
CA
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