Hey there. Big hug to you!

First of all - you know you can't fix anything by worrying so try try to put it out of your mind til 12/31.

Secondly - did they say why they want you back? I have had to go back for repeats after one of my mammograms because something wasn't clear - no big thing. Since this is essentially your baseline mammo, they probably want to make sure they get everyting crystal clear. There also could be any number of little things in there they want a closer look at, all of which are probably benign.

Finally - good for you for going to get it in the first place! You've seen from your family it's not good to put this off.

And a big huge PS - can you at least get some major medical insurance?? In spite of your thyca, DVT, etc., you really should look into this. Is there maybe something available through USA Cycling? What about Kaiser? I really worry about you not having any coverage. It may be more expensive, and you would probably need to get something with a large deductible, but you should at least have something in case you're in an accident, etc.

We'll be thinking of you - sending lots of positive energy your way!