HS, I hope you're getting help with this battle. Disordered eating is not something you can solve on your own. And don't be afraid to use this group for support as well.

Are you still training and/or racing while you go through this? You might consider taking a break. I've coached more than a few women (and men) with disordered eating. I think this sport encourages it -- the super-lean are the best climbers, thus the best athletes. Be very careful in this environment.

And get yourself healthy and whole again, okay?

Lorri