I totally love all my feline buddies - some were great and some not so great but all had a big place in my heart. I totally understand your loss and feel for you but know that he had a good life with you. I can't even think about not being with my current little buddy. When his time comes, I will be heart broken.

Take care, the pain and hurt from your loss will pass and someday another little buddy will come along (thankfully they always do).