Quote Originally Posted by uforgot View Post
Milkbone, I was wondering just yesterday how you were doing. I was thinking..someone else went through this not too long ago, but I can't remember who, and then here she is! Makbike!

So, Milkbone, how are things? Any conversations? I think if you ride ride ride, you will continue to get better and better. Keep us posted.

Makbike: Glad to hear that you are getting through it! I remember how tough it was on you. I'm glad Milkbone and you are here for each other.
Maybe I'm stupid for thinking things will work out in the long run, but for now he is moved out, (moved all of one street over), I still want to try to repair things because I know how good we can be together, he says he loves me and misses me, but needs some time and space. I'm giving that to him.

But one thing seems to be missing from our conversations, he just doesn't seem to realize that not only is his unhappiness/boredom need "fixing" now he added a bunch more to the already complex equation with the way he handled things, walking out with the explanation "I'm bored", and just a total disregard for anyone's feelings but his own. I find it hard to trust what he says now, and my guard is really up now and it has never been that way before with him. I feel like I am seeing one of the best relationships just roll away like a tumbleweed....as much as I want to save it, I'm just not sure its in reach.

Ok, enough sappy talk.... just got done with a 14hr shift and I'm exhausted, but looking forward to my "date" with my bike tomorrow.

Thank you so much TE gals, it feels great to get on here and know I'm not the only one.... thats been through this AND turned to cycling as the ultimate outlet.