I just got a call from my best friend. She's hiking with her new-ish boyfriend this week along the Oregon Coast. She was going on and on (as well she should) about how beautiful it is, how much fun they're having, how great he is, etc. I finally had to stop her because I was starting to lose it, and now I'm in a full-blown trying-not-to-cry at work pityfest.

In short, I'm still heartbroken about my breakup in August. I've come a along way, but it still hurts. I tell myself that it's better that we're not together. He was close but no cigar, but if nothing else, I miss the idea of being with someone. It certainly doesn't help that it's been raining here for several days, I've worked like a dog all week and that I desperately need a vacation. I don't begrudge my friend her happiness, but it's hard to witness sometimes.

I'm trying to keep this in perspective, but I'm feeling blue. I better go to yoga tonight.....

No response needed really; I just needed to express how I'm feeling.

Thanks.