Conquering downhill fears
I've been pretty scared about going up hills because there is always a down side. I feel like I'm going down head first and everything in my self preserving body screams 'thats not safe'. My fear is so bad that I usually end up slowing the bike way down when descending. It does not help that when I first got the bike the brakes were bad. Its taking me a while to trust myself and to get the feel of the bike.
I decided I'd tackle my fear a little bit. I went up the long side of the hill, so I would not have the long descent. Turns out the ascent was not much....so doing it in reverse would not have been as big a deal as what my mind made it to be. But the downhill on the long ascent was short and sweet. I didn't pedal and I sat up as un-aerodynamically as possible and I did not hit the brakes once. I got up to 25 mph. I was pretty scared but exhilarated at the same time. There was a side wind that was rattling at my bike a bit. It was amazing, I felt like I was flying. Later on the same ride, I had a Zen moment on the bike. I was in perfect balance going the perfect speed...it felt like kind of like zero gravity. I didn't weight anything and the bike did not either, there were no bumps in the road.
I know I'll never be a speed demon but it felt really good to address my fear and to have such an amazing experience on the bike :D
Downhills are the reward for all the hard stuff!
I learned to love downhills by riding the same one every day in our local park. Once you know where all the bumps and potential trouble spots are, you can really fly. Now I play around with my aerosdynamic position and see if by changing it (ie moving elbows in) I can get faster. It's nothing crazy - about a 4% grade for half a mile.
I had a bad time at first on the downhill in traffic on the way home from the park. Sometimes my hands cramped from pulling on the break. Repetition is the one thing that helped me stop worrying the most.
My coach says it's safer not to break. He also told me to pedal slowly to add stability to the bike going downhill. You can drastically lower your speed on a downhill (and avoid the brakes) just by sitting up and going back to the hood from the drops.
You will learn to love the downhills:)