So, I got an email from my coach this morning, and even though this weekend's 600K rando ride has been on my calendar for months, for some reason she thought I wasn't doing it. Don't know why. :mad: Now she's trying to convince me not to ride it, because it messes with the training plan she has laid out for my HIM in 5 weeks.
I'm irritated with myself for not communicating with her better, and I'm irritated with her for not asking for more clarification on the schedule if she was unclear as to whether or not I was doing it.
But, I think I'm going to be stubborn and do it anyway. Her point is that with a ride of this magnitude, she can't give me a training plan this week or next that will get me closer to my goal of doing well at the HIM. She says she understands that cycling is my passion, but that I should make a sacrifice (ie. not do the 600K) to do better at the HIM.
I have a time goal for the HIM (6:45) but really mostly just want to finish it without falling apart. That will be a huge accomplishment for me. I told my coach early on that I would probably be wanting to do things that were not necessarily "advisable" as part of the "ideal" HIM training plan, but that it was really important to me that this plan not become too much like "work". In other words, when I have to give up cycling (which is my sanity saver) in pursuit of a plan or goal (the HIM), that makes me feel resentful.
Am I completely off my rocker? Am I not seeing the forest for the trees??

