My husband and I decided not to have children shortly before my 40th birthday - I had given the hubby that deadline to decide if he really wanted to raise children. I'm 46 now and don't miss having children BUT if you are the type that really wants children and it certainly sounds like you are, THEN GO ADOPT SOME!
There are so many needy children out there and I know you would love them as much as if you bore them yourself!
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