Hi, Jo!
You are healing up just fine, don't be worried! I have to think hard to remember the healing process when I broke my shoulder 7 years ago...
I broke the humerus in 2 places, had 3 pins for 4 weeks, then started physio. The accident was in July, I did physio 3 times a week until November, twice a week until January, then once a week, etc...
I really had to learn to relax and breathe through a lot of discomfort. I would drink a cup of chai tea before going as it helped to relax me!
My elbow didn't straighten out until well into physio. I actually think they reset the bone crooked, as my arm looks like it's on crooked - but I'm the only one who sees that!!
The muscle atrophy was really a surprise to me. But that has all come back and more. I have found that long term if I go more than a week without doing something pretty strenuous with my shoulders (weights, kickboxing, or arm balances in yoga), that my shoulder does start to feel achey and tight. As my PT said "use it or lose it".
Frozen shoulder was the toughest to get over. It was three months of not being able to move my arm closer to my ear before we finally went for the cortisone shot. I hope to never need another as they are so hard on your body, but it sure did the trick. It was almost instant!
The exercises are absolutley vital. Loads of exercises that move your shoulder through as much range of motion as possible without using those shoulder muscles to do it. Very important!
oh, and the weights: start so light you think there's no point....I had a 1 lb a 2 lb and a 3 lb that I used for quite a long time before progressing to 5 lb weights.
You'll be happy to know that will and time and practice have given me the strongest shoulders I've ever had. Just last week in kickboxing we did a set of exercises that were all arm and shoulder exercises, with 10 pushups between each....and we did sets of 15, then sets of 12 of the weight exercises. Everyone else in the class (and many of these girls are in great shape) used 5 lb weights, I used 8 lb weights....and I did all man pushups through the whole thing (all of the other girls resorted to girlie pushups at some point). You can get there, girl! Wherever you want, eventually! It does take a lot of time, so relax, be proud of each accomplishment, let yourself relax on the days that aren't full of improvement, and find ways of bringing yourself peace and joy. (that's the other thing that led me to photography)
Sorry for the long post! Just wanted you to know, I've been there, and recovered beyond my wildest dreams! So will you!
Namaste,
~T~
