Hey Reesha! I have never done a Tri, or competed on my bike. But, I have done a LOT of competing over the years in other individual sports, and one thing I know...if you keep at something long enough, you are going to have stellar days, you are going to have OK days, and you are going to have a few bad days.
There could come a time when you don't finish. Maybe this week, maybe next year, whatever. You control the things you can, and you let go of the rest. Either way, you learn, and even if you don't finish, you will be able to find some thing that you did right, despite the finish. When that happens, you chalk it up to life, and go to the next Tri!
You've got a courageous heart, and that means you'll be OK, regardless! We're rooting for you! ;)

