I got it handed to me last night . . .
Only 3 people showed up for the "A" group and six for the "B" (more like B+ group) last night. They decided to combine the two and then have a "C" group as well.
My first mistake was second-guessing myself and sidling up with the "C"s. That's when the ride organizer came over and moved me to the newly formed "A-" group--He was adament that I would be able to ride with them and that I had been doing great all season. It was nice to hear . . . but there was a scary, sinewy Italian-looking guy that kept sizing me up and making me quiver in my sidis.
So, off we went. The first 12-15 miles out are filled with rollers. That's what got me. I did okay in the flats at 25 mph and all of sudden we'd hit a climb. I'd fall back and then blow my legs up sprinting to catch them. It was the last big hill at 15 miles. I saw myself getting further and further behind. Three other guys had already been dropped. I kept looking behind me to see if they were close and could help push to catch up--but they were no where to be seen.
I gave up. I was defeated. There was a chance I could do one more push, but I wasn't sure if I wanted to. I turned around and headed back until I came across the rest of the crew that had been dropped earlier. The four of us did a shortened route and stayed steady at 22 mph. It was a nice ride--I was just bummed I couldn't hang with the big guys.