Well, this morning I did my first hill ride in about 2 months -a 20 mile loop that includes the Three Bears.
I felt pretty good, considering it was pretty hot even at 9:30 am! I feel like I whooped Mama Bear's butt (in my own "crawl-up-at-a-steady-3.6-mph" way!) and I was so afraid I wouldn't make it at all since it's been so long since I did any hills. The Papa bear hill is just so hard, but I made it all the way up that one without stopping too - just worked on keeping a steady pace, cadence above 60 rpm (that's pretty fast cadence for me on a hill!), and tried to keep my heart rate down. (Of course, I stopped at the top of both of these hills to recover!)
But I cross-chained three times (big chain ring in front, granny in back) - I feel like such an idiot, and almost fell over two of those times - that would have been really embarrasing and painful! It seems like I have enough mental energy to get up the hill, but I'm totally brain dead at the top, and forget where my gears are when I'm going down the hill, then I try to take advantage of the downhill momentum for the next climb, and :mad: arggh!
Then I got so self-conscious about it towards the end of the ride that I was shifting too soon for the climb and just spinning air for way too long. And after all this abuse of my front derailleur, it clicked at me for the last 5 miles as a constant reminder of how bad I am at shifting, so now I have to try and fix that too.
This is the 4th time I've done this ride, and I've had this problem every time! I even did it once yesterday on a tiny little roller. It seems like I am worse at shifting than I was a year ago!
Any tips on how to better keep my head tuned into the gear situation?
I heard about a simple little mechanical gizmo that can be inserted into the rear shifting cable that indicates which cog you're in in the back, but I feel like I have a more fundamental problem - I mean, would I even remember to look at the gizmo? Oh this is so frustrating! It's like I don't GET some essential thing about down and up shifting.