the second head hit in two months
I was tipped by the rear wheel of a trailer being pulled by a pickup last
tuesday and ended up unconscious, in the ER with a subdural hematoma, a 9 inch gash on my left forearm, a partially dislocated collar bone and probably broken ribs.
after a night in the neruology department of Hermann Memorial hospital for sanity checks every two hours, and another ct scan showing that the hematoma was going down, I am home crusing on good pain med and feeling fuzzy and slightly confused. The first blow, two months ago , when I went off the road for some unexplained reason actually felt like a worse injury- I was much more out of it, ended up with two black eyes and a 4 inch gash in my forehead but recovered fairly quickly both physically ahd mentally.
I guess this one was more dramatic because it was a hit and run,done by someone else and not just the vagaries of the road, the driver of the trailer never stopped, he probably wasn't even aware that he had hit me and knocked me into a ditch, thank goodness there were other drivers around who stopped, called the amublance, dragged my bike out of the road etc. I have had broken ribs before four years ago, but somehow this one just feels so lousy- I hurt and I can't stop feelling scared and ssorry for myself. Everyone is going on and on about brain damage and all Iwant to do is feel better and ride my bike again. I need a pep talk!
In the meantime, I will take time away from the trainer and the gym until I can move without hurting and will continue to sing the praises of officer chip olive from the Texas State highway patrol who picked up my bike, kept it safe for two days and then delivered it personally to my home and try to talk myself into being able to feel easy about riding again.
Thank you for letting me vent- I am ok, I will heal and ride again although it may be a while bfore I ride solo, and the drivers here in Texas, especially all of those driving ford F 150 pickups- are still crazy but there are some awfully good and nice one out there as well.
marni
second head hit in two months
thank you to each of you for your sympathetic comments regarding my accident. I am still cruising on vicodin but starting to feel enough better to be impatient with the fuzziness and inactivity. I am trying to do some stretching and gentle core exercises but stop the minute I feel even a twitch. My collar bone has reseated itself but my shoulder muscles are still very sore and as for the tibs, I can sit stand our lie down but not much else inbetween. At least the muscles have stopped spasming and I am trying to wean off of the pain pills.
My husband/favorite SAG guy has this friday off so he will drive me to the doctor to get the stitches out of my arm. I am also hoping to talk him into taking my bike to the bike shop to get the frame and derailleur and everything else checked out, and to get a new helmet.
Somebody mentioned riding on side roads- I was on one deliberately chosen for lack of traffic so so much for that idea. Houston is just not one of the safer places to riide. Fortunately there is a womens group that I can ride with 3 x a week when I am ready so I won't have to start off doing solo distances which is what I used to prefer. Now I'm not at all sure. I think the big thing will just be to get back on the bike at all. I am at a loss as to why this is throwing me so much--- Maybe I can talkk myself out of it by focusing on the good rides I've had instead of obsessing about the most recent ride. Or maybe it's the drugs talking.
Alors, I am healing slowly.
marni