I could sure use some good karma...
Trying to get the bikes and the bodies to Nationals in Tahoe has just about pushed us over the limit. I had a sinking feeling in my gut when I decided to go, that it might prove to be too much at the start of the new school year to get both of us and our rides out there.
We were doing ok, until it came to breaking down the mt bikes and shipping them out. The cost has just about beaten the enthusiasm right out of me. They will not fit in a standard bike case, especially not the DH's bike, he rides a niner.
So by the time we get them boxed and the wheels boxed and insured and out there...it is going to cost some serious money. Not to mention having to rebuild them once there.
I know I should be thrilled about going, but right now I am so completely overwhelmed just about getting there, it hardly seems worth it.
There have been tears...
Oy.....( I really could use a Mom pep talk about now)
Most of us will never have such a chance...
I know it seems difficult now, but think for a moment of all those who would love to be in your shoes - most people will never have the chance to compete at an elite, national level in any of their pursuits. You do! It will be an amazing time, from the moment you check in with the vibe of other excited athletes all around you. You may stop and think to yourself a few times "Whoa, pinch me, am I really here??" The best part is you've earned the right to be there.
So stay the course, because it will be worth it. You just can't feel that in this moment, but you'll always wonder "what if," if you were to abandon now... these opportunities don't often come around twice.
:D
Is that a good start?