smilingcat
11-24-2008, 10:39 PM
I need to get my self more disciplined. My riding has been erratic this whole season. ride and train for month or two then "life" interrupts. Mostly from work. so my training has been on and off and right now its been off for about a month grrrr..
so thinking of joining a club and start back on club rides. This will force me to get back onto a regular riding schedule. LBS I like to support tends to go places for training ride to make it interesting for their customer base. It's not what I'm looking for. My time is precious so I would much prefer to start and end near my house.
And I'm also picky about the club I ride with. I hate blowing through the lights and stop sign. I'm also very critical of riding in two pace line when the road is narrow. Two pace line with rotation --> four abreast. not smart and not being considerate. I think I'm still okay in riding in tight pack and tight pace line but only one pace line.
Maybe I'll call around and see and go for intro rides... I want to get back into shape at my old age drop about 20pounds. I would like to use my TT bike! I just can't bear with the idea of riding a nice racing machine and the rider is a blob (me). Maybe I'm bit of an elitist. ride a nice machine, you better look as good as your machine... my pet peeve. Clydsdale/Athena plus rider on a high end racing machine. nothing worse than seeing men with their beer gut hanging way out and crushing their racing machine and wheels with only 12 or 16 spokes.
Maybe I just have an unhealthy hangup. My brother-in-law would tell me "shut up. Stop yakking and RIDE!" easier said I think.
maybe I'll use the holiday shutdown at my office to kick start my solo training... club ride on Saturday or Sunday, solo training during the week. maybe join something more laid back like Leukemia Society training rides.
I just need someone to kick my butt back onto the bike. GO RIDE.. sure
why don't I have that desire?? I used to train in cold drizly rain. Ride in fog. Ride when it was icy cold. ride when it was blazing hot... Now I'm worse than a fair weather rider. What happened to the fire in me? Just rhetorical questions for me.
I think I'll do the Cinderella ride again next year. That was fun. Sometimes I get excited about crits sometimes nahhh... maybe I just don't want to face the fact that I've fallen so much. Watching is exciting thinking about dropping others or the chase or the jump out of the turn then I think nahhh too much work...
I'm not depressed emotionally so not to worry about that. but I just can't get over the blahhh feeling about get my butt out on the road.
thank you for letting me ramble on. Rabling like this is helpful at times. I'm not even sure if I want to post this... oh what the heck!! here goes.
smilingcat
so thinking of joining a club and start back on club rides. This will force me to get back onto a regular riding schedule. LBS I like to support tends to go places for training ride to make it interesting for their customer base. It's not what I'm looking for. My time is precious so I would much prefer to start and end near my house.
And I'm also picky about the club I ride with. I hate blowing through the lights and stop sign. I'm also very critical of riding in two pace line when the road is narrow. Two pace line with rotation --> four abreast. not smart and not being considerate. I think I'm still okay in riding in tight pack and tight pace line but only one pace line.
Maybe I'll call around and see and go for intro rides... I want to get back into shape at my old age drop about 20pounds. I would like to use my TT bike! I just can't bear with the idea of riding a nice racing machine and the rider is a blob (me). Maybe I'm bit of an elitist. ride a nice machine, you better look as good as your machine... my pet peeve. Clydsdale/Athena plus rider on a high end racing machine. nothing worse than seeing men with their beer gut hanging way out and crushing their racing machine and wheels with only 12 or 16 spokes.
Maybe I just have an unhealthy hangup. My brother-in-law would tell me "shut up. Stop yakking and RIDE!" easier said I think.
maybe I'll use the holiday shutdown at my office to kick start my solo training... club ride on Saturday or Sunday, solo training during the week. maybe join something more laid back like Leukemia Society training rides.
I just need someone to kick my butt back onto the bike. GO RIDE.. sure
why don't I have that desire?? I used to train in cold drizly rain. Ride in fog. Ride when it was icy cold. ride when it was blazing hot... Now I'm worse than a fair weather rider. What happened to the fire in me? Just rhetorical questions for me.
I think I'll do the Cinderella ride again next year. That was fun. Sometimes I get excited about crits sometimes nahhh... maybe I just don't want to face the fact that I've fallen so much. Watching is exciting thinking about dropping others or the chase or the jump out of the turn then I think nahhh too much work...
I'm not depressed emotionally so not to worry about that. but I just can't get over the blahhh feeling about get my butt out on the road.
thank you for letting me ramble on. Rabling like this is helpful at times. I'm not even sure if I want to post this... oh what the heck!! here goes.
smilingcat