HappyAnika
05-03-2007, 11:11 AM
Last night I went out for my club’s first hill climb ride of the season. I am new to the club this year and didn’t know what to expect. The ride leader was keeping the route a secret but promised we’d start off “easy, pretty basic”. It turned out to be what is known as one of the most challenging climbs in the area. I was tired from a hard ride the day before, then it was all uphill to get to the actual climb. Shortly after starting the climb, I quickly dropped to the back. Soon I realized I was going to have to stop and take a break. I saw some others ahead of me had also stopped, so that made me feel better. I got back on, rode another 200 yards, took a break. Repeated this a few times, then finally had to call it quits, I just didn’t have any left in me. It was ridiculously steep, 10 – 11% and I just couldn’t take anymore. I’ve ridden an 8 mile 4.5% sustained, a 1.5 mile 6 – 8% sustained, and some very short pitches of 10%, but never a sustained 10%. When I got back to my car I really wanted to know how far I’d been from the top, so I drove back up there. I was closer than I thought, and maybe if I’d known how much further I had to go I would have kept trying. Maybe not. So usually I beat myself up over this sort of thing, focusing on the fact that I didn't make it to the top, but for once I was actually proud of myself just for trying. Not only for showing up for the ride, which I was very nervous about to begin with, but that I made it as far as I did. I thought of Road Raven’s signature: ‘Courage does not always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow".’ I will try it again, but not today. I need to give my legs a rest.
One other thing I wanted to share was that as I was struggling up the climb, this full kit racer guy was coming down and much to my surprise yelled out words of encouragement to me. There are a lot of elite and snobby cyclists where I live that typically ignore the likes of me and his appearance suggested he was one of them. I really appreciate that he was supporting a novice climber such as myself. Thanks full kit racer guy! :)
One other thing I wanted to share was that as I was struggling up the climb, this full kit racer guy was coming down and much to my surprise yelled out words of encouragement to me. There are a lot of elite and snobby cyclists where I live that typically ignore the likes of me and his appearance suggested he was one of them. I really appreciate that he was supporting a novice climber such as myself. Thanks full kit racer guy! :)